When I had Riley I always thought I would be a stay at home mom till he was at least in school. For financial reasons (and ... gulp heres the guilt....personal reasons) I'm looking for a job. We're moving back to our hometown in Washington (also something I didnt think we would actually WANT to do, but we are so excited to go back) and I've got 2 interviews next week. I'm also looking into daycare. I never never thought I would put him in child care. But he's almost 2 now. And heavens knows I need NEED to be around adults once again. I'm dealing with the guilt of realizing that I loved the working world and really want to go back.